Lilith's Past



I don't remeber much about my early life except that Siri was always there. A presence in my mind that was my only real conscience now that I think about it. Later I learned I had taken it for granted, but that was not til much, much later. To late really. Being twins we had a connection I always thought no one could break. I've had some questions about us being twins, we do have some differences, I have hair as black as the void, while Sirius' is pure white. And when my eyes are crimson red of blood, hers are a sparkling turquise of pure spring water. But other than that, we are twins. We only ever had one parting of ways, our father, Shadow. He, like myself, even though I hate to admit it, was a wander. As a weapons dealer, and well versed in the use of her merchandise, he spent a great deal of time travelling around the lands. I saw this as a desertion, while Siri saw it as a duty. She was always high on duty. Personally, I feel it's overrated. When I spent my youth wandering further, and further way from my home and learned to use my magic, Sirius was learning the ways of the warrior and merchant. Believe it or not, but these skills work much better together than they first sound. At any rate, life went by like this for years. Then in my 14th year came the day that would change everything, and was the start of a run of bad luck in my eyes. I had been gone for sometime when I returned that day. I was sneaking about the house, as is my custom of doing, looking for my sister when I came across two servant woman talking.

"Honestly, a father shouldn't spend so much time away from his children. If he wanted to travel a family wasn't for him." one said.

The other snorted distainfully. "It's a family trait I've noticed. That girl Lilith is no better than him. She's just like her father if you ask me."

The first woman nodded. "I suppose. That girl gives me the creeps. She has unnatural powers I tell ya, and those eyes of hers, those aren't right, eyes shouldn't have that color."

It took all my selfcontrol not to use my 'unnatural powers' on them both. I did, and still do, have very little patience for ignorance. Nor did I appretiate being compared to the drunkard who dared call himself my father. So, as a result I was in ill-humour when I found my sister.

"Welcome back Lil." she said over her shoulder as I entered that room. I was of course invisible, and even though her presence in my mind and been becoming less and less, she still knew I was there.

I smiled darkly. "At least I come back." It was a veiled, vague insult, but Sirius was always quick and picked it up right away.

She sighed. "Father has business to attend to Lil, you know that."

"Business?!?" I spat. "The only business he attends to is a tankard and a bar wench."

I thought Sirius' eyes would pop right out of her head at my little declaration.

What came of that was the first fight we ever had. And because this might fall into the hands of little ones, I won't get into detail of what was said. It ended in me stroming out of the house for the last time.

I traveled abit, made a short stop in Midgaard(mudweiser) where I met may people, such as the Queen of Thieves Nemesis. When I later learned Shadow had followed me to Midgaard and had been driven mad by her, I wasn't surprised. Mind games had been her specialty. I learned the ways of the thief and became somewhat know there. I'm not to be confused with the Demoness Lileth who also now lives in that land. She has a bad temper and will kill anyone who makes such a careless mistake. At anyrate, I was there long before the Demoness was freed from the Death Stone, before the great revolution in the time of the Old Gods. But that's another story that's not mine to tell.

When I was 16 I left Midgaard. I have been told some years later it was destroyed. Any how, after I left there was some...inconveniences, that took several years to sort out before I made it to Lensmoor where I've lived in relitive peace ever since.