Dear
You danced 
I saw 
You loved 
I miss 
You're gone 
I'm sad 
You met him 
I met you 
You forgot 
I cried 
You waved 
I sighed 
You laughed 
I hid 
You danced 


Love of lives 
Hatred of strives 
Loneliness devoid 
Chaos toyed 
Evil lied 
Sorrow cried 
Joy smiled 
Seclusion exiled 
Stubbornness led 
All of them 
Fighting in my head 

Hatred of a life condemned 
Hatred of the condemmers 
Hatred of the blade 
Which is painted red 
Red of my heart 
Red of my life 
Dripping down the hands of my friend 
Dripping down to the ground 
Which must swallow me 
To the pits of hell to be free of hatred 
To be able to hate 


Lils stat1:
Dream with me 
Just a little memory 
Time when emotions 
Did matter to the ice of me 
Don't be scared by my demons 
Worry about your own evils 
For as bad as I may appear, 
I tamed myself; you must tame yourself, 
To live 
The evils is in me as one elegant life 


Death, death, death comes sweeping down. 
Filthy death the leering clown. 
Death on wings. Death by surprise, 
Failing evil from worldly eyes. 
Death that spawns as life succumbs; 
While death and love, two Kindred drums, 
Beat the time till judgment day. 
An actor in a passion play. 
Without beginning, without end, 
Ever more. Amen